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2009-02-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

i've moved!

http://shufangsays.livejournal.com/

2008-12-29T05:52:00.003+08:00

DANZATION 2008
we broke those boundaries
:D:D

thank you thank you & endless thank you
to everyone somehow involve in this production

the external guests
pleasure to knw you all!

backstage crew
audience

the DOPESHIT student committees
i respect every single one of you!
all the stress, time and effort :)
esp my costume team! hehe

my dearest NRA family
i love all of you for being you!

all the choerographers
those patience and guidance

my quick change helper
HANNAH!

and the one and only
ann tan! hehe

19th & 20th DEC
it's really my honur to dance
with you all on this stage!
♥♥♥♥

PS: sorry for my bad temper
during that period of time!
you knw i dont mean it one. :p

2008-11-27T03:05:00.004+08:00

the power of a hug :D:D

thank you!

with you everything seems so fine :)

2008-11-21T04:10:00.004+08:00

i just want to cry a bucket.

pls pat my head gently.
i need that now.

be there when i fall :(

2008-11-17T02:41:00.007+08:00

im feeling hopeful
im feeling happy
im feeling ♥

2008-11-02T04:29:00.004+08:00

hello sky, can you hear me?
please take me with you, high up there
i want to be sitting on the cloud
feeling so carefree
looking at how humans live thier lifes in this ~~world~~
this world that doesn't seem to suit me
this world that i don't seem to fit in

2008-10-30T02:01:00.004+08:00

will you slow down your pace for me?
so that i don't have to be always behind, chasing after you.

2008-10-26T02:59:00.003+08:00

click above if you are pretty or handsome :DD
dont click/dont come = 63769375495084 years bad luck!
eh CHILL! just jking LOL LOL LOLLLLLLLLLLLL

please please come come!!
&& support NRA & me okays?
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-10-21T03:54:00.003+08:00

night out my cant-do-without(s) once again :)
with them all my stress & worries seems so far away
so what if we play stupid games like
drinkers put your goggles on
&& hmm ji ji hmm ji ji tong ka tong ka LOL
crazy forfeits like doing spore workout & hugging tree
hehehe. i really enjoyed myself like a small kid
i love you girls and you all are my sweet escape

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

meanwhile lets jiayou for danzation!
19th/20th dec
pm me for tickets
if not i dont friend you! LOL

2008-10-17T01:59:00.003+08:00

i can't afford to let my emotions take over me
so shufang please hold on

★shufang 加油☆
★shufang 加油☆
★shufang 加油☆

shufang can do it
costume team can do it
everyone can do it
danzation can do it
☺☺☺☺☺

65 days to danzation
have faith!

hehe on the 20th dec i can let it all out
cry you all a river LOL

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I wanted you
By Ina

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore'
Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me.

I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

2008-10-15T02:28:00.004+08:00

i feel like screaming till i lose my voice permanently
i feel like crying till i cant open my eyes anymore
i feel like slamming my laptop on the floor
i feel like tearing up all my clothes
i feel like biting myself
i feel like eating 7380754875 litres of ice cream
i feel like pulling my hair
i feel like giving up

&& i feel like sleeping and never wake up again.

tangled emotions.
SSSSSScccccccRRRRREEEEEEEEEmmmmm

i have hit the point
you know the point?
when you start to hate everything
sick of everything around you

staying alive seems such a torture

i need a break

i want go on a bagpack all over the world
i want my dog with me
i want my camera with me
i want my diary with me
i want music with me
i want to lie down on a open field
i want a kite
i want to dream
i want the stars shinny so brightly
i want to start anew.

2008-10-11T03:14:00.004+08:00

take a deep breath.

2008-10-07T04:13:00.004+08:00

had a short dinner with my can't-do-without(s) last saturday
as usual, we always have endless topics to talk about :)
i'm sorry for missing out countless outings with you girls
but i promise to make up after dec!
♥♥♥

只能把愛藏在回憶深海
我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來
你要的幸福卻與我無關

2008-10-01T07:06:00.001+08:00

2008-09-29T04:04:00.004+08:00

"My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm ~~awake~~"

& you said you'll glue it back for me

2008-09-23T01:21:00.005+08:00

Once a man was walking along a beach.

The sun was shining and it was a beautiful day.

Off in the distance he could see a person going back

and forth between the surf's edge and the beach.

Back and forth this person went.

As the man approached he could see that
there were hundreds of starfish

stranded on the sand as the result of the natural action of the tide.
The man was stuck by the the apparent futility of the task.

There were far too many starfish.
Many of them were sure to perish.

As he approached the person continued the task of picking up
starfish one by one and throwing them into the surf.
As he came up to the person he said,

"You must be crazy. There are thousands of miles of beach

covered with starfish. You can't possibly make a difference."

The person looked at the man.

He then stopped down and pick up one more starfish

and threw it back into the ocean.

He turned back to the man and said,

"It sure made a difference to that one!"

was telling them this story a few days back
&& yew seng said i'll die saving all the starfish.
something that they want to get into my head,
i cant please everyone.
BUT i jus can't bear to see anyone dying on me
hehehe. so let's all save the starfish :D:D:D

one day i'll finish saving every single one of them on the beach!
yes every single one!
i will very soon :}

2008-09-23T00:25:00.003+08:00

those ~~good~~ old days...

2008-09-17T03:15:00.005+08:00

all e best ken!
i guess you're somewhere high up in the sky now
after this 14hrs flight it'll be a good start for you
2 years is fast & im excited to see the doper ken soon!
:D

so much i hope i could do
to alleviate & share the pain of ppl around me
i feel so small && im sorry i can't do much
anesthetize the pain & be strong
lets all welcome a better tml
afterall life is all abt being HAPPY
spread the love
♥♥♥♥♥
jiayou JJ
you've us with you

too much thoughts flowing thru my mind
girl you gonna knw you have to stop
jus stop

stop thinking
stop feeling
stop crying

2008-09-15T05:28:00.002+08:00

will you wait for me?

i'll grow up someday you see

i wana give you all the best of me

sorry for being so insensible

2008-09-10T05:23:00.008+08:00

since today is a dance-free-day,
i decided to pamper myself a lil
☺

maybe sometimes we just need
all these unhappy moments
to let us fully understand
the taste of happiness ♥♥

2008-09-04T02:50:00.008+08:00

hehehehehe
simple things like this
makes me happy! :D:D:D:D:D

mass conversation with
ppl typing like they have never ever type in their lifes before
hahahahaha

shufang says : this is a random conversation,
jus spam whatever you want

chin says : whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want

LOL
chin, can-i-have-your-number guy
never fails to make me laugh lik crazy! :} :}

i should start this kinda random conversation more often
&&&& i love NRA! xoxo

2008-09-01T05:12:00.005+08:00

i wish i could be so ~~perfect~~...

a song i wana sing for myself

★★★★★

Hold up

Hold on

Dont be scared

Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile

Shine on

Dont be scared

Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

Youll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

★★★★★

2008-08-18T01:43:00.006+08:00

happy 20th birthday peggy! :D:D
hope you like the lil surprise
and thanks to you we had a great time too!
hehe colourful balloons made us all happy lil kids
and i'll be looking forward to your 3oth, 40th,50th
birthday celebration with you!

thank you for taking your time
to visit me in dream ♥♥

2008-08-14T04:02:00.001+08:00

wait for me, will you?

2008-08-11T03:41:00.003+08:00

hehehe
31st performance photos finally up!
now you all can MSN me for the pics :D:D

2008-08-09T02:29:00.006+08:00

to cheer myself up i

met up with best friend.
dined in pizza hut with best friend.
baked lots and lots of cookies.
bought a smiley face purse.
bought a pair of smiley face ear studs.
did manicure.

☺smiley face madness☺
hehe i'm feeling so happy now!
i hope this can last

Sometimes I feel like there's no gettin through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away

2008-08-06T01:25:00.006+08:00

it's getting harder & harder to breathe each day..

dear SHUFANG
be happy be happy be happy
don't let those thoughts chip your soul away

cheers and wave pompom for self!
everything'll be alright!

____________

http://www.charleneyl.blogspot.com/

happy belated birthday to her
im glad she's moving on (:

though she's jus a stranger to me
she has a very big impact on me
so much i can gain & learn from her

i pray time can heal her wound

2008-08-03T02:42:00.001+08:00

am i really happy?

2008-07-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

timbre with my loves ♥♥

personally i really love the atmosphere there
the music was good
(and i was thinking you will enjoy as much if you were there with me)

i dont mind going back there all alone
sitting there for hours and hours
cos somehow this place just makes me feel so relaxing
it brings up my mood. ☺

you stole my soul...

2008-07-28T03:33:00.000+08:00

I'm trying.

I'm learning.

I'm growing.

Give me a chance.

Give me time.

I'll make it all right ☺☺☺

Thank you!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Alicia Keys - No One

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No One No One no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-07-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

the world won't stop

and the world won't wait for me...

i'm all alone behind.

2008-07-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

it's been 746645759-38968465708 years

i miss my nightlife
i miss those every-wed-ladies-night

i miss the very packed phuture dancefloor
i miss those tcc sessions

i miss walking the whole clarke quay

i miss those oh-so-sinful-prata at 4am
i miss those crazy lil actions when we get tispy
i miss star glazing

i miss late night movies

i miss you.

i miss everything that i'm nt doing now

since jan, 4th july
♥

guide me thru..
please..

2008-07-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

my tears poured out like rain tday
there's so many thoughts flowing through my mind
after reading this blog
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
and my dear pearyee's story

i thought all these will only happen in those movies i watched
i felt so much for them
i hope i can do something to alleviate their pain
share their pain

there's so so so many people out there
experiencing shit 927432749647637597629 times worst than me
and fortunate people like us often take things for granted
why do we seem so unhappy when we have so much more than them?

life's just so fragile
people are always left with regrets,
the unsaid and the undone only when they had lost something
we are often reminded to treasure & to appreciate
but are we really practicing it?

i realised having a chance to quarrel with your bf
should be quite a happy thing?
at least you have a chance to do so
some people out there can't even hear their bfs' voices once more

i shd be even more contented w what i have

lesson of the day
share the love
♥♥

i wana add a lil mission to my life
i wana let at least one person feel love by me each day
be it a stranger, be it my friends, my family and my babydog

just lil things like greeting my mum gd night?
(which i dont rmb when was the last time i did that)
or a thankyou slip to let your friends knw that
you appreciate what they do for you.

at least if one day if anyone will to leave me
i can tell myself he/she will be better off up there to look over me
heaven's a place that they belong
cos they're all lil angels of my life
and not looking back
hoping that i was given one more chance to do more

or if i suddenly leave the world,
i wana have that smile on my face
cos i knw there's nth undone that i cant let go off

so easily said, i wonder if it can be done...
thank you lester
for holding on to the other end of the phone
listening to me crying once again
i'm sry i left you worried,helpless and thinking

2008-07-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

pieces of paper
but they mean so much too me
thanks for letting me knw someone out there appreciate my presence.

i hope i have enough time that day
to write to every single one of you...

you guys just nv fail to make me cry so hard
i am contented cos i have everyone of you

♥
♥
♥

you wont think i'm a crybaby
if only you understand what i'm thinking inside.

maybe i'm jus
mentally and physically drained

maybe it's just camp & struggling of today's b class
that keeps me thinking
is this stress? i dont knw.

and i shd be glad that all these happened.
cos it just keeps me going,
wanting to push myself to a higher level

all i know is
so what if i'm working hard.
for a slow learner like me
i am just not hardworking enough.
and i jus have to admit that i did slack off after common tests.
i so need to buck up
cos i know what i want and i'm sure i can do it.
you reap what you sow``

think
__________________

see i'm thinking above the line.
time will show
be ready for a better shufang soon
加油☺

and to all those caring for me out there
i'm sorry if i somehow affected you.
i knw it's annoying.
just give me time, i'm fine ♥

and to lester

[b]Lester[/b] a little insane says:
hmm ok. its good to try be strong. but if u really collapse
[b]Lester[/b] a little insane says:
i am still dere
[b]Lester[/b] a little insane says:
dont over do it

thank you.

2008-06-22T03:49:00.000+08:00

it just makes me wonders

if one day i not with you guys on this earth anymore

what will happen?

will you all even shed a tear for me?

will you all even bother or realise my absence?

will you all be better without me?

will you all have a tiny lil place in your heart left for me?

i feel so lousy

so so so lousy

2008-06-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

i'm in taiwan now

after my 4hrs and 20 mins flight.

yawn~ my bed is calling for me

i should sleep now.

miss me people =p

2008-06-02T03:18:00.000+08:00

i'm stress out like crazy.
i wish i have abt 10 of me to help me out.

life's a bitch
seriously

and i hope my upcoming taiwan trip won't be screwed
:(

2008-05-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling insecure.
every thunder this morning made my heart skipped a beat.
i fear to go to bed. i fear nightmares.

thanks to those who had been there for me.
but pls stop it.
i dont deserve it, i wana be a burden no more.

let me face it all alone
i will be fine.

at least i sill have my blanket
i can cry on it..
i can hide under it...

MARIAH CAREY LYRICS
"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye

2008-05-20T02:32:00.000+08:00

That’s what’s going on, nothing’s fine I’m torn.
Give me strength to look into my own eyes.
Give me strength to hide all my pain.
You and me lost the key to my heart.
And I simply find it harder and harder to breathe each day.

So sometimes you gotta just - stop.

STOP loving
STOP hating
STOP wanting
STOP trying
STOP eating
STOP drinking
STOP sleeping
STOP looking
STOP thinking
STOP feeling
STOP breathing
STOP living.

have to disconnect myself
must disconnect.
I must.

stop telling me how nice of you, how you'll be there for me
cos when i turn to you, you just aint there
so simply fuck off
tday i tore dwn your mask, you're an angel no more

thank you lester. you're the only one there (: 24/7 always

2008-05-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

i feel so broken up inside.

2008-04-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

it has been a year,
we grew and gone thru so much tgt.

and now it's time to do away w the word freshies

all those conflicts w had at first.
all those competitions, stress and being inferior
i glad to have those who are staying w me till today

i wonder who will be still leaving us in the future
but i hope our relationship gets stronger and stronger
chin, not bonded! but bond-ing (:

something good, class resume ytd

i love all those basics and fundamentals training.

i wana push push push push myself to a higher level.

like what i totally agree with ivan.

we are not working hard enough

thanks ivan for ytd (:

i will jia you and you will too

let's improve tgt!

faith is gonna bring us there!

so ppl if you have any thoughts of gg to the studio

pls ask me along! (:

heard a news which

bring me writing this post as i really need to rant

hello girl, honestly i'm really disapointed and sad.

i dont blame or hate you for that decision

but personally i think it wasnt a wise move

or maybe it's my fault too

for not being a good friend to understand your feelings.

but one thing i can say, you have nv been drifted apart frm us

and it's also how impt you are to me which make me feel so affected

the msn chat which we had ytd literally made me teared.

your words were so harsh and cold blooded.

and you really dont understand the problems.

you are just looking at the good side.

even if it's gonna be for the name of NRA

it's still the members holding the name of it

things are not as simple, you didnt think hard enough.

i'm sorry that i didnt have a chance to explain it fully to you ytd

cos i broke dwn in the mid of chatting w you.

like what we always say, nra is a big family

do come back.

at least i knw i will still accept you, be there for you.

and lester i'm so fortunate to have you with me

i wana stay this way always♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

2008-04-24T14:40:00.000+08:00

If only i can fly away

You know..

Sometimes you don’t realize what you’ve done,

Until you’ve seen the damage…

And I looked at the damage…

Look at the damage that I caused

The dumbest decision that I made that I ain’t proud of,

I gotta live with regret, deserve what i got myself into.

2008-04-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

whenever i'm feeling down,

i will have the ugre to change the look of my nails.

and today i went for manicure

this costs me $1oo (slaps self)

love the design! (: so sweet.

but seriously i feel very handicap w these nails =p

i was quite actually sly. LOL

was observing how she got the nails done for me

i paid $100 to learn =x

i shd buy those stuffs and DIY it soon.

ytd, there's this 190cm guy

he told me something which i thought was very true

he said, a thought will lead to an action

an action leads to a habit

and habit develops into character.

i want the best out of me!

and faith will keep me going.

give me 6 mths

even if there's issit a change

i know at least i try and all i have to do

is to try even harder!

and i know no matter what

mia and von will support me

oh my god. shufang is a lil more positive now (:

and you, my angel will be looking over me frm taiwan
♥

2008-04-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

i miss going back to studio daily

i miss dancing

i miss snatching beanbag and softtoy w you ppl

i miss those very very tight and heart warming hugs

i miss those tears we shed tgt

i miss the fun and laughters we shared

i miss NRA!

each and everyone of you

i wana thank god for you all!

and thank you all for being my oh-so-loving friends!

i guess you all got my msg ya! (:
i wrote all these till 4am+ ok
awwww~ so sweet! LOL

sweetest freshies with our mummy ann!

our very nice leader xiao bao!

she's a darling!

5 years and counting

i call him boyfriend

if in anyways he is gonna bully you, i'll skin him alive =x

i'm nt one of them.

hello my somehow related relative. LOL

we have the highest energy level =p

my oh-so-charming left hander! (:

i long to be his gf. LOL

thanks yen and joyce for my hairdo!

i feel fortunate surrounded by them~ LOL

i feel rich with him arn =p

i am supposed to act as their kid! =D

hello rocker! thanks to me for those eyeliners =p

i hope i didn't hurt your eyes.

let's battle NDS again =p

carrot =p

i'll miss you!

initially this pic only consist 4 people. lol

loves =D

bimbos (:

hello yang zhong wei. =p

the-very-nice-to-hug tortise owner (:

she likes to take advantage of me.LOL

chee cheng loves lan-cing

he looks much better w spects =p

she loves me as well as my card (:

you will nv guess her age correctly

sweet couple!

love.

lastly, i'm no cry baby! but just emotional =p

i really dont know how to express myself

but i do really love you all out there!

even those whose pics are nt up above (:

i wana develop all the photos
and make them the wallpaper of my room =p

edited

i didnt mean to miss out, XIUBEI! haha

i want to pinch your face =p

she's like a mother (:

i wasnt suppose to smile. =p

L.O.V.E

2008-04-20T02:19:00.000+08:00

words just cant explain my feeling,

all i wana say is

i ♥ FANTAZIA 2008!
i ♥ every single one of you in NRA!

big big hug to you all out there!

this is what you call family

☺

2008-04-11T03:39:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wonder,
if i'm blind/deaf/mute

will things be more simple ?
is ignorance really a bliss?

can i be selfish enough to live in a world of my own ?
:(

someone please answers these questions for me.

2008-04-02T06:22:00.000+08:00

i know you will curse me like crazy when you see this. =x

but having your pic here is not for me to laugh at your tiny eyes

but simply becos i write every post with a picture.

well, thanks for all these times

always talking to me on the phone till the sun shines

being there whenever i needed someone

be it when i am walking home alone

or when i see a dead cat on the road.

holding onto the phone w me tearing like there's no tml

and i can call you just to sing for 2386972657658 hours.

thanks for putting up with all my nonsense (:

and i really appreciate you!
♥

you are better than a boyfriend =D

2008-03-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

listen to my heart♥

i dont say it out doesnt means i dont care
you dont see a difference doesnt means i am nt trying
you dont see me crying doesnt means i'm strong
and my laughters doesnt means i am happy

2008-03-27T05:16:00.000+08:00

It's simple but I can't explain this
I'm sinking down I feel like I could die
I'm falling off I don't know why
I still believe it when you say,
It's another perfect day another perfect day.

So I might try to leave it all behind
I know tomorrow's not so bright now

2008-03-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

Fragile and burnt, Colour faded and rusted.

Withering slowly, She runs from those she trusted.

Head hanging low, Her shame is pronounced.

You may be wondering who she is; And many questions you may pose.

But the answer to all is quite simple; She's just a withered rose.

2008-03-24T02:47:00.000+08:00

i have just promised myself.

i write each post with a pic of the day.

i'm feeling so empty so empty so empty today.

and looking at these cookies.

even without eating it, it just manage to cheer me up.

i miss those days when i am still 4-5 years old kid

things were so simple back then

i was so contented cos i have my family,

a best friend and a soft toy to hug on when i sleep.

if only the earth will stop and wait for me...

nobody knows

2008-03-23T02:36:00.000+08:00

i can see the thick dust collecting here.

so i'm here to write something (:

beside the dead cat on the road which made me almost lost my life

today is quite a pleasant day for me

was caught in the rain and there is this very kind guy

who offer to shelter me till i get my cab

so nice of him ya!

thank you~

♥

ask me what i'm doing recently? haha

dance tuition dance tuition dance tuition..........

no more party-ing no more taiwan no more shopping

that kinda good cos i manage to save alot of $$ haha

i need 2 more k =D

then i wana spend like there's no tml =p

dance dance and dance

sometimes when i look into the mirror

i get so pissed off by myself

not only my size but also my control of my body

i really wonder if that is my body sometimes =/

i just cant feel it!

so many things to look into so many things to improve on!

control coordination turns ):

and! i actually lost 3kg!

but no one on earth can tell except myself !#$%^&*

fine.

shufang is gonna work so hard

cos she wants the best out of her

☺

2008-03-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

Fantazia

It's is a dance production by NRA! =D

Ocrew will be out guest performers

the whole concert is about 2 and 1/2 hours..

Date: 17th . 18th April ( thurs, fri)

Ticket: FREE

Time: 7pm

Venue: Ngee Ann Poly Convention Hall

*MUST COME AND SUPPORT OK!

we train so hard for it (:

those who are coming must let me know ok (:

so i can book the tix for you

and ben! make sure you do what you mention to me!

ahahh

2008-01-21T11:37:00.000+08:00

hello people (:
i'm at the airport now using the free internet service.
yay! taiwan, winter i'm coming! :D

just now when i check in the staff was like,
staff: lin shufang, are you flying to taiwan alone?
me: ya.
staff: are you sure? you are only 17!
me: no la. 18 alr LOL
staff: are you sure?
me. yeap. it's not the 1st time alr.
staff: do you have people over there?
me: yeap (:
staff: that's good. dont make me worry!

hahaaha. the staff is so cute!

firstly, i wana say a big big thank you to everyone out there!
those who celebrated w me, those birthdays wishes via sms or friendster..
i aprreciate them all ~~ thanks thanks thanks!

i love you people.
esp those. and you all know who (:

and yen s look here back! LOL
dont forget you say you will to miss me dd when i'm in taiwan ah! haha

photos and all will be up soon ya!
i will do that in my hotel room tonight. hopefully =p

2008-01-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

fuck it

fuck it allll

so tell me

what is the purpose of suffering in this unfriendly world.

i dont see it i dont feel it

the need to have a life

telll me why i dont have the courage to kill myself.

so what's dancing.?

so what's nra big family?

so what's interest what are dreams?

friends? money? family? and my dog?

it takes me a lil to feel love and happy

but all these seem so meaningless

i really dont appear as strong as you ppl think

so tell me

20th nv comes

i gt no courage, i cant take anymore blow

see how much i hate myself so i shdnt expect

anyone to love me.

2008-01-04T12:13:00.000+08:00

well, having my lesson now and it's so so so so so boring =x
and that the reason why i'm here.

so just a random post to kill time
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i miss my eyelashes extension!

yea although it's harmful to my lashes and nt easy to maintain

i still prefer it then to those stick on fake lashes.

it looks very natural

gonna get it done soon before my 18bday

2007-12-30T05:14:00.000+08:00

so let the tears flow once again...

god damn.

i realise that i have been always rather unhappy
is this a problem w me?
am i wanting thing too much my way?
or yes i am suffering in this world which will nv stop and wait for me.

i hate this feeling.
i am so not looking forward to 2008.
it just seems to be another new nightmare for me
what new year resolution what new hope new start
fuck it fuck them all

i am be 18 soon can
18 isn't it gonna be one of the best year in my life?
but why cant i sense it coming.

sometimes when i sit dwn and think
i realise i am so lost
try asking me my goals and i can nv answer you
dont you find me ridiculous and useless?

so tell me what great stuffs i done in 2007.
sneak into clubs and party w friends when i'm only 17?
or flying to taiwan twice and having 0 dollar in bank?
always giving up my seat on trains and buses to ppl who needed more than me?
got my first gucci in my life
passing nra audition?
or just simply promoted w a gpa of 1.8?

can you tell me something good abt me?
i dont see it in me.
well, perharps i am just wasting the earth resources.

tell me when when can i finally type a post
say-ing that i am happy and i finally found the best out of me
when everything everything just turn out so fine.

when the day i got unless $$$ to grab everything in gucci?
or the day that i can step onto the stage to perform on behalf of NRA
just everything i want. endless and endless trips to taiwan and every part of the world

will i be happy by that time?
can i just buy happiness off the shelf?

i see no direction in my life,
i see no point why am i hanging on

2008
you knw how badly i dont want it to come =/

i see something missing in my life.
can you tell me what is it?

2007-09-26T17:55:00.000+08:00

in taiwan now :D

will be going back on the 2nd of oct.

bringing back alot this trip i guess :P

not in the sense like i did alot shopping.

but i can say i was rather happy over here.

damn! and i feel like flying over again in dec.

2007-09-07T03:51:00.000+08:00

thanks to mr ng yao rong.
he intro me these v touching+sad+emo+sweet videos.
wynne love it too~
so trust me it's damn nice.
press the play button now :D

part 1

part 2

2007-08-25T05:39:00.000+08:00

6:11 in the morning now.

and i got alot to say.

lots of thoughts in my mind.

thanks to the dream which triggered all these.

memories flashed back.

andddd i am a emo kid now!

but maybe, this gonna push me :D

holidays started.

one thing i'm glad, NRA training is gonna resume!

dope shit.

people pls pray with me that i wont fail any fucking module.

the consequences are too much to bear.

ban frm dancing 6 mths.

awwwwwwwwww. tell me who can take it?

taiwan trip again after the hungry ghost festival.

ha! no doubt i'm a scary cat :P

fucking gay that i'll be see-ing all my taiwan friends agn.

i hope i gt enough $$ in order for me to stay for 2to4 weeks.

spending alot these few days.

moreover i'm not working for this whole damn week.

my ipod died on me.

i wana get the hot N76 red flip phone.

i wana get that BEBE flipflops.

i wana get GUCCI hp strap for baby and I.

i wana get that LACOSTE green/pink/blue/yellow shirt.

and this i want-to-get list goes nv ending.

going back to my nightlife.

and i'm loving it :D

crazy random chit chats to the morning.

midnight movies are always LOVE.

having no where to go but just dont wana head home.

looking thru my contact list and

meet up ppl i havent seen for 284752756872 years

not wanting to get off the bed until it hits 3 in the afternoon.

sticks of death coming backkk.

sometimes i really feel that i dont understand myself.

sit dwn and ask myself, what i really want.

somehow i just dont have and answer

how sad ya. ):

angel guide me thru and tell me what shd i do the next step.

going suntec to support our NRA seniors tml

they are gonna pass the audition for sure.

ice ice baby suddenly appear in my mind :x

slap self! hah i want no karma :P

tml gg be another fun outing with NRA peeps.

RAT-A-TOO-EE i'm coming.

will be uploading all the pics soon

frm butterfactory to zouk to vivo to eski to tml ones

and i am gg to sleep now ppl.

no more sad dreams pls!

2007-08-14T02:03:00.000+08:00

i eat alot alot alot and non stop when i am unhappy.

and i am doing that now ):

i need you right here baby

to warm my night

2007-07-31T04:03:00.000+08:00

these 2 songs that have been constantly repeating

in my ipod for the past few days speak it all.

*4 in the morning

But it hurts when I think

When I let it sink in

It's all over me

I'm lying here in the dark

I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot& all I know is

You've got to give me everything

Nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am

I'm handin' over everything that I've got

Cause I wanna have a really true love

Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning

& the tears are pouring

& I want to make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

*becos of you..

Want to, but I cant help it
I love the way it feel
Just got me stuck betweenMy fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it,
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I stop everyday knowing that I wont
I got a problem tonight,
(Don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit,
but I doubt it I

Taking by the thought of it

and I know this much is true

Baby you.. had become my addiction

I'm so strong, I want you

I can't barely move,but I like it

and then it's all because of you

♥

and i am trying so hard for you..

2007-07-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

i feel so good today.

it's like finally giving myself a break (:

end sch at abt 3+ pm tday.

cab home.

finally a day free from dance and work.

so shiok to nap during a rainning day w your air con on!

lol

tml no work no dance again!

and i'll be meeting xtine:D:D

it has been so long since i last went town

so long since i go shopping!

so long since i sit down and have a nice dinner w friends.

♥♥♥♥♥

however, ytd incident was not forgetten.

your words.

hurting enough for me to breakdwn.

tearing infront of my laptop.

making me feeling like a loser

a failure

someone totally useless.

all this shd end.

i shd not let it repeating like a cycle.

so wipe off tear and walk on.

there's no more time for me to waste.

i'll be working hard to earn $$$.

and soon i'll be see-ing you in tw again.

this time i will stay for 2 weeks.

and i know.....

as long as you're around, things will be just so fine (:

2007-07-06T03:17:00.000+08:00

FLYING TAIWAN IN A FEW HOURS TIME!!!

*SCREAMS*

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

and i still havent pack my luggage! hahaha

he's present half way done.

went sakae sushi tday then manicure.

and i feel like a tai tai! haha. wana be.

street jazz class was cancelled tday ):
and i'll be missing two training when i'm in tw!
super sad case.

i bet i will be missing sg when i'm in tw.

my families.
my nra training.
my nra peeps.
my charlene/aunty kb/siyun.
my dog.

anyway, thanks alot people!

you all make me feel so loved!

esp my NRA peeps! (:

dope.

PS: quick email me the phototaken tday! (:

sweet stuffs (:

Mel
Posted 05/07/2007 11:31
ï¨! HAHA. Enjoy your Trip! C=

Samantha
Posted 05/07/2007 09:09
tc of urself in taiwan k!! dun kp looking at guys there. miss us eh!! we will miss u lots!! gopt nice goodies buy back for us!! lol!! happy holidaying! love, sammie!!

zx
Posted 05/07/2007 09:04
best frend. tk gd care of urself in taiwan alrights.=)

'FAITH
Posted 05/07/2007 09:02
dont eat so much laa.. HEH. (:take care alrights. see ya when u come back!!

oO iivy Oo
Posted 05/07/2007 08:56
bon voyage, girl! LOL. happie trip!guess lectures will be damn quiet without you ard de. ahaha. =)

charlene
Posted 05/07/2007 06:28
:Dtake care overseas !&&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;& come back soon or i'll have to sit alone during lectures and tutorials ! )):loveyouuutoo !

leen
Posted 03/07/2007 10:01
continue jogging! you are sliming (:and yea enjoy your taiwan trip!

alicia -*ta says:
shu fang! gd luck in ur trip! hope u see ur ahem! ((:

Jamie- says:
take care leh
Jamie- says:
will miss u.. (:

Choon seng : tc while at taiwan! wish plane dont crush!

Hahaha. Eh dun forget my dior! haha

v a n says:
so exciting lah
v a n says:
i cant believe im actually feeling excited for u okay
v a n says:
and ur nails damn pretty

Lester ?? is being sold out says:
yi lu shun feng

BeE KuAn/Chervel°♡^*^: ???? :*^*?q???? mendacious says:
bon voyage...
BeE KuAn/Chervel°♡^*^: ???? :*^*?q???? mendacious says:
see ya next week when u're back

YVONNE. says:
u better take care ah!!

2007-07-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

okay. i have to alot say.

but time is not allowing me to do so.

so ya, super summarised version.

3 days to taiwan.

i'm not really looking forward to it now.

so many things left undone.

his cards,his letters, his bday present.

nth done as planned.

i need to start my sewing,cutting & pasting once again.

will be travelling alone for a day.

i hope i wont lost my way there.

shufang is famous for not having direction sense =/

somethings are still not cfm until like now!?!?!

hope everything will be fine.

and yvonne, coming back a piece is not enough!

i need to come back a piece and alive!! haha (:

not to forget, thanks char for the great help :D

NRA ltr on.
i'm loving it [:

and i hope baby wont disappoint me.

you're my best damn thing. (:

2007-06-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

back to school.

one word : tired!

i was like 45 mins early tday!

i dont know why.

i think it's the first time i am nt late for classes :X

got back my common test papers.

surprisingly i passed all!

so those very last min studying do help :x

got 67 for econs/ 59 for els /71 for internet & wed design.

should be getting back law paper tml.

hope i pass it man.

something very embarrassing happened tday.

i mistaken the leaves/grasses as monitor lizard.

so naturally i screamed like f.

then the guy who walked pass me gave me the wtf look/ ????.

lol. then i realised it is nt a monitor lizard.

lol. i wanted to laugh out loud.

but i was alone so i didnt if not that guy will think i'm really mad.

my fears for lizards are driving me nuts.

after sch. off to give tuition.

i am glad i didnt doze off tday :P

i was telling my student he doesnt have to be so 有禮貌.

becos whatever i taught him he has returned it to me.

not rmb-ing any stuffs. lol

anyway, my student is damn cute la.

he knows that i'm on diet. so he ask his daddy to cut fruits for me.

so sweet right!

looking foward to tml :D

NRA DANCE!

everyone is going slimming w me :P

10 days to baby! <3

i want you by my side.

2007-06-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

no more emo-ing.

shdnt i be more motivated?

so ya. i'll be very determined this time.

thanks baby for your existance.

thanks kaibing for listening.

thanks siyun for coming all e way to clarke quay.

thanks charlene for always being there.

thanks lester for the phonecall that lasted till 5am.

thanks jamie for agree-ing to acc me to gym before dance pratices.

thanks sam for sharing yr story too.

thanks melise for that post that made me tear.

thanks kaijia & yvonne for consoling.

thanks belle for the dress.

thanks ______ for not caring.

give me 6 mths. :D

improve

and

improve.

iwanaknowwhatisgoingtohappenithenearfuture.

2007-06-23T02:31:00.000+08:00

i cant take it anymore.

2007-06-21T01:37:00.000+08:00

oh ya. everyone, i lost my hp once again!

so try contacting me by my mother's number ya (:

waiting for my facial mask to be done.

so i have 15 mins to spare here.

and of cos the first thing i wana talk abt is NRA!

NRA IS LOVE.

NRA IS THE HOTTEST SEX.

NRA IS THE DOPEST.

well, back frm the nra camp.
althought it is like fucking tired.
but it is fucking fun. :D:D:D

but was very depressed during the camp.
or shd i say i'm very depress even now?!?!

i wonder if i will to quit the club one day.
i just think that i am nt gd enough

1.the reaction the gave when they saw the photo of me when i was ~~slim.~~
esp the stupid 13 years old bboy weijie.
i really really need to slim down for godness sake ):

2.i feel that i am fucking weak in dance and i suck in it.
everyone in NRA is damn pro):
so ya. i'm gg for both a1 and a2 classes hoping to improve.

sometimes i feel that i'm such a loser cum failure.
no looks /no talent /no brain.

so motivated by baby!

♥
♥
♥
♥
♥

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie saidI did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive

It's my life

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
count dwn 15 days to you.

my ongoing force.

2007-05-29T03:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday GINNY :D

despites having sch early in the morning tml.

i am still nt aslp :/

been so long since i last sit dwn and do some serious mugging.

law common test tml. so much to memorise.

it's alr 3am and nth goes in my head.

overloaded w projects

more common tests coming up next week.

but thank god, after all this shit..

it's my 2 weeks holidays.

taiwan/nra camp -.^

this thurs.public holiday!

i dont wana work..

just sleep my day away. :D

or maybe some retail therapy since that great spore sales is here.

it's my excuse to spend again :x

come on shufang.. you are supposed to save!

haha

okay. enough time spent here.

i shd be back to study.

how sad.....

byebye~

2007-05-16T12:10:00.000+08:00

happy belated bday siyun bestie!

i realised i have not blog for like abt a month?

haha. i am really busy okay. :P

currently in my sch's library now.

having my 2hrs break (:

therefore i have the time to be here.

whole body aching now...

due to yesterday NRA training.

training is tough but i can really learn alot.

ann is super good instructor.

she taught us locking yesterday.

damn fun la :D:D:D:D

i like it so much....

so... i wont give up.

and i will not be one of those who drop out.

and yes, i so need t slim down. ):

i think i am one of the fattest in NRA.

sad case.

getting real tired of my life now.

missing all the fun that i have before school starts....

somehow due to certain reasons i am kind sick of my part time jobs.

should i quit?

& put in more time into my studies/dance/friends/family.

but... i know i will not have enough $$ to spend.

something added to my wishlist.

LV red monogram vernis or damier azur wallet. ):

it will be costing me abt 1k?

oh ya. common tests are coming alr.

fuck.

i got the feeling that i will fail almost everything?!?!

shufang needs 48hrs per days~~

finally，殺青!

just pray hard it will not crash with my common tests or NRA camp.

2007-04-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

yawn~~~ i'm having my 2 hrs break in school now.

and i miss my bed so damn much.

had been so tired and busy lately.

school/assignments/2 jobs/dance.

it's killing me, but i must make it through.

looking at the amount of $$ increasing in my bank...

i know it's worth it :D

seriously now i find that i dont have time for my dog/friends/family.

not even enough time to sleep ):

if i got the time now to sleep for 24hrs.

i really feel that i am e most fortunate person on earth. :X

"willl i be able to get through the audition?"

this qus has been bothering me for weeks.

audtion is just a few days away.

but i serously feel i am not good enough to be the 50 among the 200+.

god bless pls. you know it is damn bloody important to me.

one more leture to go before school ends.

then i have to rush to teban to give tution.

the good thing is i will be collecting $75 today (:

and will be collecting my pay for the job @ central on sat.

this feeling is awesome!

i miss my holidays.

i miss my secondary school very slack life.

i miss those idol chasing days.

i miss my hk and jp trip.

i miss working at central.

and not to forget, i miss the taste of rice and bread.

i miss you, you and you.

2007-04-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

monthly painful visit.
the worst damn thing ):
long day of work tml...

less cramp pls~~~

i want fly fly taiwan~~~~~~~~~
:(

2007-04-04T02:19:00.001+08:00

boo! :D

finally gt the time to blog.

no work no work today~~

bleah :P

anyway work is getting better (:

had lots of fun with other salegirls frm other shops.

all arn my age so we can clique so well!

but one bad thing abt working there...

i spent so much $$ la. :X

bought so much things frm other shops and even my shop :P

some photos of my relative's wedding @ The Oriental last saturday

actually expected the food to taste super cos it's frm oriental.
but it's nt so super after all :X

i love my life now.so busy with work and tv prog.
i must save $$$$$
chanel/gucci/taiwai
i want!!!!
and...i dont want sch reopen! :(

2007-03-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

was feeling terrible actually but this cheers me up a lil.

小煜 (:

he melts my heart.....

2007-03-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

boo! super tired today.

went to give tution just now.

pri 4 math, pri 1 english.

try talking continously for 3 hrs. i almost die. :p

the pri one student so cute!

sure become a handsome guy when he grow up.

whahahaha. :D

got a new job lately,

sales person at the central, the new shopping centre at clarke quay.

althought it's nt offically open yet, it's kinda a gd place to shop.

so ppl! pls drop by la. get things frm my shop.

the clothes are pretty nice okay! :p

i just love myself being so busy.

cos this means i m earning $$$$!

which also means i,m a step nearer to my cravings.

was kinda on diet lately. but !!!!

LOOK!

how you expect one to be on diet with all these goodies at home?!?!

these "sinful" items taste simply heavenly~

some random pics during mk trip.

anyone who have my pics in their cam.

email me @ shufangg@gmail.com k

thanks:D

pls tell me i look younger than her. becos.. i'm!!!

in hl's bmw.

we took alot of shots :p

done(:

will be uploading those pics taken in japan someday.

was wondering how gd will it be if i can slim dwn to what i'm last time.

just back to the size like what i am in the pic below.

if you are thinking who is beside me...

he is my ex bf, since it's past alr.

i shdn't show his face here :X

anyway!!! he is the one who cos the size i'm today.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~ f

to my fairy god mother somewhere out there.

i have been fat for so many years.

shd let me slim dwn alr laaa.

plssssssssssssssssss. okay? :D

2007-03-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

//17th to 19th march //

milk madness!

超累但很爽! ^^

day one :D

woke up late, rush my way to airport.

used normal cab to m hotel.

after lunch maxi came.

went 933 then o school...

asked him who are his dancers cos dan nt in sg.

then he was like 你幫我扮好嗎,我知道你有學...

in my heart is shuang dao..... but

didnt reply him cos i know impossible.

in the end his dancers is carol and gin.

yes he was annoying enough to ask if gin is female or male.

telling gin her actions very man. =.=

he was so cute when he disturb loo la!

haha. 每个梦都得到祝福 .... :p

then to hl hse, first time chase using BMW seh!

damn cool de la. hl is our almighty driver! xie la! :)

to mm. round and round arn the carpark.

finally found the car and even parked next to it.

waited so long at the carpark la!

starting taking photos and all.. haha.

he sha yan when he saw us.

then they started eh.. change car leh. haha.

at traffic light he asked if wana biao yi biao..

he is damn cute laaaaaaa (:(:

day two.

woke up damn early >.<

in the end cant find hse keys therefore still late.

mrt to kallang for his event.

such a sunny day eh.

loo wanni and me like running zig zag relay boh.

request by jac and glennis they all...

they shouted my name damn loudly la. lol

went on stage dance kui lei.

is super throw face de lo.

cos i thought he continue singing then i knee dwn on the floor.

he was like eh ni bu yong gui wo la then help me up.

arghhhh.. when wo shou-ing i was telling him so gan ga

then he say ni tiao de bu cuo ah..

haha, high dao~~~~ :D

loo hl and ginny sang with him.

the way he turn hl's head. damn funny la.

after that he went to play games.

when he was kicking the chapteh

i wanted to hide away frm e camera so stand at the side

in the end he kicked out of the area and

the chapteh land infront of me boh.

still picked up for him. lol

then off he hopped onto his boss car and we lost him.

end up he is at suntec then back to hotel.

most of us slept when while waiting for him to come out.

on the maxi we damn high de laaa.

loo trying to wear her contact lens while our maxi is on the road chasing.

then i starting lame-ing abt she will poke her eye

then the eyeball roll out and stuffs.

machiam happy 3 friends scene la. then ginny and i started e song..

and along the way.. wanni kept on tu tu tu tu.. lol

abit sian diao when cfm that he is going zoo.

but then is fun de laaa! haha :DDD

decided to risk and went in.

night safari is more like haunted hse to loo and me.

lol. through out the tram ride loo and me holding each other so tight!

and there's these 3 annoying tourists infront of us.

first they took photos with flash when they are nt allow to

then they started to make those animal noises.

slap them laaaa.

alight and started to walk. is so scary!

so dark inside that you will nv know if e animal is just beside you.

was telling loo let us walk for another 5 mins jiu meet dao them.

and tadah~ 5 mins ltr i saw the very shinny lv logo.

nix's bag. haha. when mk saw us he was like shocked.

flying squirrels!!! flew just over our heads. chua tio!

then the asiasoft boss was saying he came so many times

nv meet this kind of situation before. lol

tram ride back, went to look at the photos.

saw his then he asked ni meng de leh..

haha. then the boss said someting to loo...

mk was like eh hai xiu..

haha. then i started to sing qing zhu.

then mk was like looking at me giving a face i jiu walk away :X

he had b&j icecream after that.

so tempted sia! but i controlled!

just mouthful frm loo's low fat one. haha

he tasted one mouth then he goes...

hen hao chi... taiwan mei you eh.

like small kid (:

then to harry steak hse. thumbs up for the food!

by this time only left us following him.

passed him my letter at the carpark

was surprise to see him reading on the spot.

back to hotel. he was so sweet can!!

he said goodbye my....... in english somemore!

everyone was like waaaaaaaaaa :D:D

day 3

sent him off.

did some kind of pop out card for him.

is cool de lo. hahaha.

told him this card must read. cos i flip the dictionary to write :X

after that had lunch. is broke de lo.

spent so much in 3 days. no income somemore. T.T

special thanks to loojean huiling and ginny!

i had so much fun with you girls these few days :D

my daddy is very cute.

he was telling me to watch the tv cos gt mk

in my heart i was thinking shd be something abt kallang event.

in the end. i switch on the tv is bbt de ah wei!! lol

dd.

delay to may?

god. i am afraid i will spend away all my $$ by then.

kl. so tempted. anyone join me pls ):

2007-03-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

i lost 3kg! :DD

lol. but seriously nt much difference.

cos i think i am just losing the water.

and it may come back soon....

hope this time i really slim dwn laaaaaaaaaa.

have been staying at home the past few days.

scv-ing all the time but !!

no sight of him, just wc and dyz.

guess he is very busy uh. >.<

lol. dont even rmb i have this photo.

was clearing up my files and tadah~ saw this.

then i went screaming to my mama.

"mummy!! look, i was so much slimer"

lol. :X

swee ah. i am going to see him soon :D

so long nv ly alr. i shd do it now.

bye bye.

the damn blogger is giving me so much problem.

arghhh!@#$#%$%^& .

2007-03-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

posting result out~

YAY! got in my 2nd choice :D

3 years of commitment.
i'll make it through :D

ngee ann poly. >.<

so many nice and lovely friends there.
frm baoying,simeng,liwen,kaibing......to shuhui & jordus
but!! i am afraid i cant get in nra :(
audtions... i dont have the courage to fail.
agrrhhhhh.. i miss performing. i miss the stage.

on top of that, i miss nickyenaiwen ):
he's coming. yes. once agn.

but!!!! i miss him the most.
march is here, why no news at all ):

japan pics..

coming up soon (:

2007-02-18T22:47:00.001+08:00

豬大家新年快樂 ! :D

汪汪^^ 發阿~

希望我在新的一年里事事會順利

心想事成喔

yay! japan trip tml (:

people, i'll only be back on friday midnight.

for the sake of my bill,try nt to sms or call k :p

today! chu yi :D

lots of redpkts $$$

march expenses dont have to worry alr (:

to sum up this post.

nah. photos (:

2007-02-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

H-A-P-P-Y
the short and sweet video of the day!

looking at this video, lots of things flash back.
lol
how we sing under the rain
how my umbrella close out of a sudden
and how the barrier hit peach's head :x
really had lots of fun :DDDDDD

i'm now a tutor! :X
ytd was the first tution lesson.
my student is cute la!
haha. he is only pri 2.
i am glad i was able to cope.
tralala. (:

met my classmates ytd.
it was a small farewell party for rene.
and i seriously dont understand
why out of all places they held it at a coffeeshop -_-
nvm, pics below.

bestie!

okay. i so excited now.
chatting with xtine on msn.
lol.and my nose couldnt stop bleeding.
*screaming and jumping around*
it'll be sucessful :DDD

2007-02-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

watched the movie happy birthday ytd.
oh my f god! it's so so so so touching!
okay, i was crying through out half of the movie.
furthermore it's based on a true story!
you can nv believe such scenario can happen in real life.
so i beg you ppl to watch the movie.

tadah~ the mv of the movie.

okay. i miss this guy.

yea. he e sweetest thing i ever tasted.

my mind couldnt stop repeating

e way he 撒嬌 t me just before he left.

thanks to him i have been very H A P P Y

e past few days.

and now i miss him so.

心理空虛的感覺 ):

好想馬上飛到台灣

2007-01-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

tml! tml is the day

:DDDDDDDDDDDD
finally.
loves

wish me good luck for the next few days okay.

basically slacking at home this few days.

did stuffs that took me hrs hrs and hrs.

cutting,pasting,sewing and so on.

oh ya. also drinking endless cups of green tea to make myself diarrhea.

hoping to lose some weight becos i find myself getting rounder after my bday.

some random photos.

my happy 3 friends :D
sorry girls i'll be missing in action the next few days:x

sweet pic to end this post.
good night everyone.

2007-01-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

happy 22nd birthday sister!
hope you're enjoying yourself in genting. (:

okay. today i shall blog abt my bdae.

so it will be a very long one :x

19th jan#

thanks to all who came.

appreciated everything you all done for me.

i'm e princess for that day. :P

photos photos and photos.

taken frm bryan's blog.

ps:alex pls open yr eye :x

well, this 3 guys gt a 480 bucks cake for me.

bryan, got to paid for the cake.

becos.... shhhh :x

tadah! my angels (: trust me, they are the best!

they gt me a bling bling notebk with my name on.

not just a pretty face :P

e most important thing is their sweet bday wishes inside!

special thanks to baoying, she did all e cutting and pasting.

realise something? all their wishes gt to do with sliming dwn!haha

they also gt me a DIY bear.

when you press the tummy of the bear it will go

"happy bday to you happy bday to you..."

frm stef (:

thanks for all the presents (:

i love em :DDDDDDDDD

cant you see i'm so touched??

thanks to mummy and dad!

now i'm the owner of....

ps: bryan,it's real & sand proof yeah! lol

and also ang baos. $$$$$

a step nearer to my gucci wallet :X

group photos (:

thanks guys for the cheesecake.

weiming (: sweet uh. lol

my sweetie, baoying,

random.

not forgetting some lovely peeps who left early.

finally done (:

20th. happy birthday! lol

$80+ sushi feast frm jia ming (:

plus a mud pie frm coffeclub

that's all for today.

more coming up when i scan the neoprints okays (:

2007-01-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

hello people (:

well, i guess i back to the habit of blogging agn.

new blog url for the brand new year, 2007.

hope this year will be a better one :D

and also i hope for a simple one.

簡單就是美

2007 will also be a challenging one for me.

the reason for it, i hope you all will realise it very soon.

shd i say my life is meaningless/aimless?

or shd i say i'm enjoying life?

no work/studies.

sleep/eat/tv/spending $$

seriously no sense of belonging

feeling rather empty sometimes.

but i know all this will stop very soon.

awaiting for 20th,26th,27th,28 (:

my only escape frm reality.

大東

quoted frm ryan

"Dance is like the air that I breathe. I'm glad I'm breathing everyday!"

2006-11-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

lala